Home is where the heart is?

It's time to go home, finally...

I'm not sure whether this actually holds the connotation of happiness like it always does to other people when it's time to balik kampung... or in my case balik my own country...
Well I do have mixed feelings about this..but it is more of a sad feeling.

It's weird actually if you think about this fadang fasir country.. there's nothing here, no entertainment at all; no cinema, no bowling alleys, no karaoke, no eating without segregating between man and women unless of course you are related..well no driving for women, no fancy clothes you get to show off, only black abayas.. and there are so much more to list down...

but somehow I feel calm here, I'm at my own pace, collected, and how I magically feel that God is very near! I know, I know, God is always near wherever we are but that's why I said magically!I feel it here!

I don't want to go home.
but I do love Malaysia, It has everything, my parents are there, my siblings, my friends, better schools, better environment but too hectic! Too many things to think about. It's not that I want to run away from my responsibilities, it's not!..It is just too hectic that we do not get to spend time alone quietly...
well I just don't know how to explain..

I just want to say;
Good bye Saudi and friends,
I wish this is not the last time.... that this is not my final exit..
I wish I will be 'invited' again...
but for now, goodbye!

To a dear friend

I'm not good with words therefore I've chosen these three poems especially to sum up how I feel and what I want her to know...

You know who you are...

1)

2)
Thanks for being my friend
by Cara

I don’t think you know what you mean to me
But you mean a lot
The chance of us not being friends
Is a real long shot

I hate when you’re sad
I love it when you’re happy
Because if you are upset
It makes me feel crappy

Thanks for always be there
When I needed you most
If it weren’t for you the chances of me not being here
Would have really come close

I don’t know what I would do
If you weren’t my friend
I don’t think my heart
Would ever mend

I hope you know I always have your back
Just like you’ve had mine
And it will always stay that way
Until the end of time

We’ll be friends
Hopefully without end
So I just wanna say thanks
Thanks for being my friend

3)
May our friendship last forever
by Nicholas Gordon


May our friendship last forever;
May I sail upon your sea.
May we go through life together;
May there always be a "we."
May I be your endless sky;
May you breathe my gentle air.
May you never wonder why
Each time you look for me, I'm there.

May we be for each other a smile
Like the warm, life-giving sun;
Yet when we're in pain for a while,
May our suffering be one.

May we share our special days,
The happiness of one for two;
And if we must go our separate ways,
Let my love remain with you.

Mari bershopping!

Korang dah beli baju2 raya untuk raya tahun ni? agaknya apa la theme colour eh..?
Haishh teringinnya nak tgk baju fashion apa la tahun ni kat Malaysia..
Kitorang kat sini jangan harap la nak tgk fashion kurung or kebaya terbaru di pasaran...bazar ramadhan pun takde.. hehe takpe tapi kak senah dah bukak bazar ramadhan sendiri je kat dapor tu.. apa nak order, maggi? buah2? juice buah? sume dah ado...tinggal mintak je lagi...hehehehehhe

ok meh kita tgk kalau kat negara fadang fasir ni apa yg menjadi pilihan hati mokcik2 dan kakak2 di sini eh untuk hari lebaran ( pakaian melaram di rumah aje ok...keluar kena pakai abaya hitam tu jugak)...jom tgk!

ni baru sikit ni...hehe glamer tak? belum masuk baju2 ala hollywood dia... :)

A Fool

I'm sure most of us dah penah terbaca ataupun mmg follow Islamic Thinking kan? Today i've found something worth sharing because dlm diam kadang2 kita pun TERbuat jugak... so nak letak kat sini lah sebangai peringatan untuk diri sendiri di masa depan kalau2 terforgot...


A fool may be known by 6 things:

1.) Anger, without cause.
2.) Speech, without profit.
3.) Change, without progress.
4.) Inquiry, without object.
5.) Putting trust in a stranger.
6.) Mistaking foes.

Salam Ramadhan Kareem

Selamat berpuasa!

picture from google.